Despite it being the festive season, and despite the brand new year coming up soon, my moods have been taking a different, and totally opposite, turn.
A lot of things make me want to cry these days.
That dream.
The cold quiet physiotherapy room I visited today. The cold painful treatments. Everything just made me feel so unloved.
The Christmas cards I've received.
And then, there is some stuff going on, and there is that one person.
I feel so fucked.
I have only three more days to go before the new year comes along.
I need to get my act together in time.
Someone, if it's not God, help me. Please.
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