Doesn't Really Matter

We lost narrowly in the big game last night.

Another big game tonight.

So what? Doesn't really matter to me, does it?


It seems to me now it doesn't really matter if I really go away.

Nobody will really miss not having me around in this place.

I may miss basketball, but the truth is, it will not miss me. What do I train so hard for?

Friends will go on with their boozing, probably never thinking, "Oh how we miss her."

People I used to care about will go on with their lives, probably slowly forgetting about me.

No one is going to wish I was around for them.

So, it will be.

How I wish I could say, "Goodbye, everybody" soon.