"Only To You"

It looked almost like a movie set.

There I was, standing in the middle of the atrium at the Cannery, right under the rainy night-sky, feeling a little floaty from the champs, smiling like a fool, looking all plain Fatmama in my brown peasant skirt and dirty unkempt birkies while glamorous party folks walked all around past me, I thought I was on centerstage.

"Am learning a song. Want to hear?"

So I said 'yes, please' to my boy. The phone rang, I clasped it close to my right ear, grinning like an idiot as the dude did a raw acoustic Jason M'raz to me.


It was almost romantic.

'Cept it wasn't meant to be in the first place.

And all I had was something else on my mind as it floated somewhere far away. If only... :)