Friday

I almost died in the pool today.

You would've too, if you had slept for only four hours, seen stars the whole day, eaten only two cereal bars, and then tried to tackle twenty laps.

No, I'm not seeing anyone tonight.

I am only seeing more stars.

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It's Friday again. It only means to me now it's just another week gone by.

How many more must I wait? How many more months?

Maybe I shouldn't even be.

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"Wanna go holiday?"

Hmm.

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There's this blankness inside me that I've been trying to fill with other stuff.